Uhhm July, Just how hot and sweaty did you get?

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Oh man, oh man, oh man do i have to GUSSSSH...

So it's July right? us arizonans know that in july it could well reach 125, no problem....well imagine that with humidity!I KNOW! god, it's so hot, i can't wait to be outta this place.

Other than the heat in the tri phoenix area, some other cities are cooling down nicely, and are making for nice day drives when i can't handle my life anymore. Prescott still remains up there in my top list of cities to visit during the summer, i love the little like farmers markets they have...god i don't know what to call em' they're kinda like the little booths you'd find in Times Square, New York...

As for my love life, there are always men who attempt to get to know me, and who are quickly shot and shut down with words of non-encouragement...but the only one who i want to get to know and vice versa, seems life he really just doesn't give a shit, and it's really actually depressing. I mean, he's not just your average guy deep down inside. He's really adorable when he wants to be...but not lately. i don't know; things seem to go back and forth, and maybe that's a sign, but maybe its a good sign he's still in my life. Every night i spend apart from him, i have nightmares that just get worse and worse and i cant handle it, i can't even calm myself back down enough to go to bed. and most days whether I'm upset with him or not, i would give anything to make sure he's alright and he's got everything he needs. i don't think he knows that. i want him to though, i want him to understand why i put up with him...not because i have need to, because i want to.

don't read beyond this line if you don't wanna know what happens to our two very mortal but extremely fictitious characters!
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as for book two....honestly i think I've completely forgotten all about it, but i think I'm finally in the right state of mind to write it, esp with everything that's been going on. i just feel like i can make her do my will, and i feel like i can make him love her enough to let another man become her priority...but i don't know if it'll come to that...i don't know where the story is taking me...

Hi World

Haha, I bet you think this is gonna be a rave huh? Think again! Okay well it'll be half and half.

~Raves~

Rant 1: that i went and bought Alice and Wonderland..I actually liked it! I guess it's because I haven't seen the original. My original disney movie (seen) list is pretty much still at like a single digit number.

Rave 2: I'm about to be Auntie Dubbed Twice, Ana is pregnant with her second baby!

Rave 3: I LOVEEEEE my Sims! As usual, most of you would've figure this.

Rave 4: STARBUCKS!!! Venti Extra Carmel Caramel Machiatto, iced, mixed and melted! Mmmmh Mmmmmh So Delicious.

Rave 5: I went to a Hibacchi on like 67th and Bell and OH GEEZE it was sooo good! Ya'll should try it!

Rants:

Rant 1: Men, you need to make up your fucking mind. lol! I'm so tired of waiting and waiting for an answer, in fact i'm putting a time limit on the time im going to wait 30 minutes. I will wait 30 minutes for you to give me an answer...if there's no response well then thats your fault.

Rant 2: I cannot fathom to think that a best friend would go as far as you have. To text someone i am with and proposition him to have sex..oh and thats not even the worse part. YOU HAVE A FUCKING BOYFRIEND! have sex with him. Stay away from me, my heart, and every man i encounter. Oh and heads up, your not gonna get anywhere prorastinating.

Rant 3: My communications teacher seems to think having two tests in one week is fun... it's not especially when you have a single day in between the two!GAHHH

Rant 4: I have to write and essay thats 2,500 words...Research paper actually. I'm doing it on insest...i'm kind of worried.

Clarification

Yes, my name is Angelia Johnson, yes, my name is also Andrea Wilson, I had a name change 13 years ago. I go by both, mainly everyone calls me Andi, or Ange, or Angie, anything works. But it drives me NUTS when you don't say my name right, don't be afraid to ask how to say it, its not like i bite or anything.

Yesterday i was talking to someone and they actually had the nerve to say "why are you going to school to be come a teacher, there's no money in it, it'll just be a waste of your intelligence..." Well, if you know me, you know I'm not all about the designer clothes, designer house, or designer shit...or money in general. I'm the girl that loves to love. I love kids, and they generally love me. I've wanted to be a teacher all my life, and i want to make a difference in this world. besides, who would you be and what would you know without teachers?

So Here's The DL

Im still in school...can you believe that? Well i love it, anyways i love teaching my first graders they bring so much light and joy into my world, and every friday i look forward to seeing them.

I miss my friends from school, it seems we've all just decided we're no longer friends...pretty shitty right? i guess thats what happeneds when your the one who knows how to manage her time.

One of my friends was just recently married and had a little girl, who is my niece, and she's just the cutest little thing...

Another one is in massage therapy school and i think she loves it.

Nate if you remember who he is, is hopefully getting engaged...i'm very happy he's found someone to rock his world.

Work is work...um well it's been pretty shitty lately, people are just assholes and have no respect, or they don't know how to communicate and thats driving me nuts.

i still love my truck, and well for the most part it loves me except that day when i had to ask some random person for a jump and then had to figure out how to install a battery all on my own...

anyways have a good month! if i don't get to you sooner...

Sex Education, and Why It isn't taught...

What is so taboo, about teaching sexual education to today’s youths? What is so private and mystifying that parents, won’t talk to their kids about practicing, not abstinence, but safe sex?

Okay heres my stand…I don’t believe in abstinence…maybe in a world 50 years ago, but definitely not today’s world. Our youths are too exposed to sexual images, the image of being perfectly skinny, and giving it up. The rap we listen to teaches our young boys how to treat women. Songs are no longer about stories, and innocent summer love, they’re about putting out, and seeking revenge when things don’t work out. What happened to good old led zeppelins’ ‘Going to California’? Everyone is walking in circles wondering why Arizona has the HIGHEST teen pregnancy rating…I’ll tell you why….It’s because we DON’T talk to our kids about sex, and if we are, it’s either way TOO EARLY, or way TOO LATE. If you talk to them before 6th/7th grade they won’t remember what you taught them, and by the time they’re a sophomore or junior year in high school, they probably know more about sex than you do. Our schools are teaching it in health education, but they aren’t spending enough time on it. I wish when I was in high school someone had told me how much it costs for baby formula, or a sonogram….I wish someone would’ve told me that some STD’s don’t ever go away. I wish someone would’ve had the decency to show me how to use a condom, just in case. But no one ever did, I learned that all on my own, IN COLLEGE. In my opinion that’s way to late to be learning about sex. Most of my friends have been through one of these things, and I too have experienced my own problems with being left out of the loop.
I will continue to preach SAFE SEX, NOT ABSTINENCE…Because come on lets face it, sex is just amazing, and well at the age of 16 you can bet teens hormones are raging, and rather then asking them to stop, which you know they wont, buy your son a box of condoms, put your daughter on birth control. Show them it costs 25 dollars for 1 can of powdered baby formula. And for goodness sakes, please and im begging here, if and when they come home to you and they are pregnant of their girlfriend is, try to be more understanding, and supportive. There are options out there.

Alright that’s the end of my rant, enjoy your weekend.